Wednesday, June 19, 2019

Troiku Challenge 2019: Day 13: Fireflies


steamy night
fireflies
out in the rain

steamy night
near marsh or swamp or wet field
dank, cloying odor

fireflies
once upon a time I thought
they were fairy steeds

out in the rain
sometimes I can remember
belief in magic

Jim & Cie


Notes:
The "sleigh" of this Troiku was created by modern Haiku poet Jim Kacian. The Three Horses of the Apocalypse are to be blamed on me.
I don't believe in magic or much of anything else these days. But sometimes when it rains I can remember how it felt to believe.

Tuesday, June 18, 2019

A Song of Peach-Blossom River by Wang Wei



A fisherman is drifting, enjoying spring mountains,

Peach-trees on both banks
Leading one to an ancient source.
Watching fresh-colored trees, never thinking of distance
Coming to the end of the blue stream
-suddenly- strange men!
To a cave-with a mouth so narrow
forcing him to crawl through;
But then it opens wide again on a broad and level path —
Far beyond clouds crowning a reach of trees,
Thousands of homes shadowed round
with flowers and bamboos…
Woodsmen tell him their names in the ancient speech of Han;
Clothes of the Qin Dynasty are worn by all these people
Living on the uplands, above the Wuling River,
On farms and in gardens that are like a world apart,
Their dwellings at peace under pines in the clear moon,
Until sunrise fills the low sky with crowing and barking.
…At news of a stranger the people all assemble,
Each of them invites him in to ask him of home
Alleys and paths are cleared for him of petals in the morning,
Fishermen and farmers bring him their loads at dusk….
They had left the world long ago,
having come here seeking refuge;
They have lived as angels ever since, blessedly far away,
No one in the cave knowing anything outside,
Outsiders viewing only empty mountains and thick clouds.
…The fisherman, unaware of his great good fortune,
Begins to think of the country, of home, of worldly ties,
Finds his way out of the cave, past mountains, past rivers,
Intending to return, when after telling kin.
He studies every step taken, fixes it deeply in mind,
Forgetting cliffs and peaks may vary their appearance.
…It’s certain that to enter through deepness of the mountain,
A green river leads you, into a misty wood
But now, after spring-floods everywhere
leaving floating peach petals —
Which is the way to go, to find that hidden source?

Troiku Challenge 2019: Day 12: White Valley Clouds


after the rain
breathing deeply
white valley clouds

after the rain
not so much rain as spatters
it's still much too hot

breathing deeply
inhale the worry and fear
future uncertain

white valley clouds
seem to smirk at each other
telling lies of rain

Jane & Cie



Notes:
The "sleigh" of this Troiku was created by Jane Reichhold (1937 - 2016). The Three Horses of the Apocalypse are my doing--or possibly undoing.

Monday, June 17, 2019

Troiku Challenge 2019: Day 11: The Wind of Fuji


the wind of Fuji
I've brought on my fan
a gift from Edo

the wind of Fuji
cool breezes are most welcome
move the clouds along

I've brought on my fan
a memory of breezes
blowing through my mind

a gift from Edo
a city I once studied
when I was quite young

~Basho & Cie~


Notes:
The "sleigh" of this Troiku was written by Matsuo Basho (1644 - 1694). The three "horses" can be blamed on me.
I have never been to Japan. The only places I have been outside the United States are Tijuana, Mexico, and Alberta, Canada. The last place I went outside of Colorado was Arizona in 2003.
I do not have the money to travel and with my health problems, it's probably not the best idea in any case.

Sunday, June 16, 2019

Sunday - Fathers Day - Reality

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It says on Wikipedia this about Sunday..."Sunday is the day of the week between Saturday and Monday. Sunday is a day of rest in most Western countries, as a part of the weekend and weeknight.
For most observant Christians, Sunday is observed as a day of worship and rest, holding it as the Lord's Day and the day of the Christ's resurrection. In some Muslim countries and Israel, Sunday is the first work day of the week. According to the Hebrew calendar and traditional Christian calendars, Sunday is the first day of the week.[1] But according to the International Organization for Standardization ISO 8601,
 Sunday is the seventh day of the week" 


All of these with their differences share one commonality. Sunday is a man made illusion. We, humans, have named the days of the week often after particular deities. The days of the week exist only for us not the rest of our fellow animals. There is nothing holy about any one day unless all days are holy as the sun rises and then sets. 

Fathers Day is another illusion. It was invented in the Middle Ages to celebrate a child's love for its parent. The monstrosity that exists today has more relevance for consumerism, for capitalism than it has anything to do with an offsprings love of their father. If we love our father surely we love them every hour of the day, every day of the week? I love my father still even though he died in 1988.

God bless you Dad. Love you forever.

Carpe Diem Weekend Meditation #89: Extreme Haibun: Is It Too Much to Ask For Rain?


“Is it too much to ask for it to rain?” I ask as I spend another summer steeped in sweat.

Yet I remember the year when the flood came, another year when I often asked: “is it too much to ask for it to rain?”

I remember the wave slamming into the side of my car, the terror as I wondered if I would be swept away into a field which had become a choppy lake.

I did not ask for it to rain for a long time after that.

when something well-loved
becomes a thing of terror
everything changes

~Cie~



Image from the Longmont Times-Call

Notes:
For those who are prone to questioning my veracity, the story related above is 100% true and I had PTSD following the incident. One of the ways in which this affected me is making me unable to write for a long time. People lost their lives during this flood, and I didn't know why I wasn't one of them. I've never done anything which I believe makes me worthy of continued survival, and yet, like toenail fungus, I persist in hanging around long past my sell-by date.

Thursday, June 13, 2019

Troiku Challenge 2019: Day 10: Moonlit Night

First Steam Train

the wild geese take flight
low along the railroad tracks
in the moonlit night

the wild geese take flight
under the serene moonlight
fly above it all

low along the railroad tracks
dipping down close to the ground
sense of adventure

in the moonlit night
they worry about nothing
flying in their peace

~Shiki & Cie~


Note:
The "sleigh" of this Troiku was created by Masaoka Shiki (1867 - 1902). The three "horses" were imagined by me.