Healing Spellwork Day 9

First of all, boy am I glad I discovered this! It really worked. I was able to sleep for six hours (up once for a pee break, if you knew me you wouldn't be at all surprised by that.) It was decided that this would actually bring positive energies to the spell, so I just kept it running.

The angel card today was Desiree, and her message indicates that conditions aren't yet favorable for manifestation of a solid outcome. My spectral friend was discouraged. I encouraged him to realize that this is not a "never" message, it's a "not yet" message. 

There was some emotional residue and upset working its way to the surface and I encouraged him to express it so that by getting it on the outside it can be analyzed and deconstructed. There is a feeling that he thinks he doesn't deserve a miracle, and we are working to counteract this because he truly believes that he has more he could do on the physical plane.

The gist of what I am perceiving from him boils down to this.

"I am not a bad person. I truly want to do good, and I truly want things to work out for everybody in the best way possible. I am not a patient person, and sometimes my impatience and my insecurities caused me to take actions which were hurtful. I regret this. There are some things I wish I could undo."

One of the aspects that the light spells address is the emotional and psychic aspect of the illness, not just the physical. These spells concentrate on helping him heal on all levels.

The spell I have been using is the healing spell from the Janina Renee Tarot Spells book, as well as modified versions of spells from the pages mentioned in the post for the first healing session.

Addressing my state of mind, I think the fact that my B vitamin supplement arrived has helped. B vitamins tend to be very helpful for people with mood disorders. A good B vitamin supplement can help minimize depressive feelings and thoughts of suicide ideation. I'm glad I was on an upswing today so I was able to support my friend when he was feeling down.

Something I want to address.

I have never believed that the only course of action in the case of human spirits is to immediately "send them to the light." I think this attitude does them a great disservice. If a spirit is disruptive, then this would be the proper course of action because it is causing harm to the incarnate person, and the angelic entities will be better able to address its concerns. 

If the spirit is not disruptive but is merely asking for help and possibly offering help in return, the choice of action is that of the person whom the spirit has approached. I generally choose to talk to the spirit and find out what he or she wants and needs. The spirits who approach me are almost always male. I'm not sure why this is.

In any case, the entity I'm currently dealing with has a body that 's still alive though in a badly compromised state, so actions taken on his behalf are somewhat different than they would be for a completely discarnate spirit.

If anyone who knows me (or who I sense I can trust) wants to assist with this, we appreciate all positive energy contributions. Email me, or leave your email address in the comments so I can email you. Any help or guidance is appreciated. 

Blessings,

Cie

(and friend)

Healing Spell Day 8 with music from Adrian Von Ziegler

The beautiful compositions of Adrian Von Ziegler lend themselves well to both meditation and background for creative work. Please go check out this underrated artist.

Channeled thought from the spirit whom I have been helping:

Don't be afraid of the dark. Don't be afraid of the word dark. People associate dark with evil. This is erroneous. The dark can be soft and benevolent. We need the dark as much as we need the light.

In my life, I was often associated with the dark, as in dark equaling evil. I have been angry inside, mostly over perceived hurts or actual hurts. I have a depressive personality. I am curious about what might be termed the Occult. I have what might be termed psychic abilities to a degree. I believe in what might be labeled mysticism or metaphysics. I am not evil by nature, but perhaps I am dark by nature.

Our work together is always good. I encouraged him to know it's okay to hope for a miracle. He deserves it. I also encouraged him to know that it's okay to believe he deserves it. He's a very modest personality and isn't given to thinking that he particularly deserves things. 

We also started using the Doreen Virtue Angel Guidance deck to give us the name of an angel who is helping with the spell on a given day. Today it was Isaiah. We thank him for his assistance.

I also learned that Valium disrupts my ability to communicate with spirits. I had to have a rather involved (translate: horrible) dental procedure on Tuesday. I took 20 mg of Valium, which only made me feel like I'd had one drink. 5 mg usually knocks me on my ass. I guess that's how keyed up I was about the procedure.

I had felt the presence of my spectral friend there to support me, until the Valium kicked in. Then I couldn't sense him any more. This made me even more distressed.

All I can say is, thank all that's holy for nitrous oxide, or I never would have gotten through it.

It took a day for the Valium to start wearing off enough that I could sense spectral presences again.

Just a little information for those who communicate with spirits. Certain meds can interfere with your abilities.

We wish all who are reading this peace.

In love and light,

Cie

Great Granddad and Great Granddaughter Meet

Such a wonderful thing! I think that children should get to know elderly people early on. It might help some of the stigma our society has against aging.

~Gretyll~

Healing Spell Day Seven with Seven Hour Space Meditation

I'm glad my friend Poe suggested this one--it's powerful!

I didn't do anything but general sending of love and light for several days because my energies were very drained due to circumstances at work. 

The other friend with whom I've been consulting regarding this matter says that the red candles discussed in this post indicate that my subject is doing work on the astral level and is determined to help as much as possible. Thus, at this juncture, I have changed this to strictly a healing spell. We are, in fact, shooting for a miracle.

His energy was fearful when he first approached me. His determination has increased. I want to keep supporting him, whatever he needs to do. This is my intention.

Thank you to the friends who are supporting me in this matter. I'm used to flying by the seat of my pants. I'm glad I don't have to go it completely alone with this.

Love,

Cie

Adam Smith on the Wealth of Nations

Facts about Lord Vishwakarma

Cute little video from India explains about Lord Vishwakarma, presiding deity of craftspeople.

~Tempest~

Healing or Release Spell Day 6

There are some amazing images in this video that blogging teammate Thalia recommended.

I don't know how cats came to be thought of as familiars for practitioners of magick. Mine are a huge pain in the butt! They like to charge through the middle of the tarot card setup and sit in the middle of my spell book.

The friend who I am helping with this spell work told me (psychically) that he isn't afraid of his body dying. I said that I felt that he had unfinished business. He said the only unfinished business is the fact that he wasn't ready to be finished and had more that he wanted to do. 

I can't tell him what to do, certainly. I can only offer him my support. The choice is entirely his.

Also, to offer him my love. Because I have that in spades for him. I hope somehow it helps.

~Cie~

The Hidden Knowledge of the Supernatural

Healing or Release Spell Day 5

I did not do this yesterday as I was extremely tired and did not wish to send tired energies to the subject. He's already fighting an uphill battle.

Today I used battery operated candles and added the component of a healing spell from the Tarot Spells book by Janina Renee, spoken three times, once for each of the three conditions which he has. I use battery operated candles so if I fall asleep while they're still "burning" and the cats knock them over, no problem. Modern technology does yield some positive innovations!

While I was sleeping I dreamed of or astrally encountered my subject. He was seated in a chair, surrounded by red candles burning. He had a determined expression on his face, and he smiled at me. This is a person who during his life held mystic/metaphysical beliefs, and I do believe that he does communicate with me. I was pleased to see him looking this way. 

Sometimes when I'm doing the spells I sense remorse from him and a quality of fear, but not fear of what will happen to him should his body die. He doesn't seem to fear that. He feels badly about what his disease has done to his family, about their sadness. He has some sort of unfinished business that I can't put a finger on. And at this point, he feels that if there were a miraculous healing and he were able to go back to his body, he would be abandoning me, who is lonely and enjoys his company.

I always reassure him that his family wouldn't want him to suffer, and that I would be very happy for him if his body were able to heal and he could use it again. 

I wish more people in the world cared about the effects of their actions on others the way this one cares about the effects something he didn't ask for or deliberately cause is having on his family and even on me, whom he just formed a connection with not long ago. It would be a better world.

~Cie~

Irish People Shut Down Repo Auction

Greed is the same the world over. The working class pays the price.

Healing or Release Spell Day 3 and 4

I used this meditation today. Ocean sounds are always very soothing and helpful.

Yesterday I was still receiving feelings of fear/resistance from the soul who asked for my help in this matter. Today he seemed much more at peace and indicated that he wanted to help with the spellwork. 

There is a disconnect although not a complete one between this spirit and his body, due to the fact that the physical brain is so badly compromised. If there is a miraculous healing of the physical brain, he will be able to use the body again and thus the disconnect will be resolved.

I have worked with incarnate people on the astral level before, but this person operates as something between an astral projection and a discarnate spirit. It is a very unique situation. 

I sense angelic energies from him. He was a more advanced being than he was aware of. I feel honored to work with such a person, although I wish it could be under happier circumstances. I hope to be able to help him create such circumstances.

On a soul level, he needs to heal from the traumas/illusions that caused his depressive and addictive tendencies. There is a level of self-doubt and self-hate that needs resolution. 

He is actually quite easy to work with. He is pleasant and polite in manner, but beyond this, there is a desire to please those who extend their kindness to him in a genuine fashion, and also a desire to do those things which are good and right. There is a desire to return kind gestures. There is also a realness and an honesty which is a rare commodity.

I can only hope I am able to do some good in this situation.

Everything I do in this matter I do from a place of love and light.

Peace to all who read this.

~Cie~

Terrorism and Hate

The violence in Syria continues. The video shows a man firing an RPG-7 warhead and he and his group are eventually taken out by a tank.

The hatred and prejudice in the comments is quite disturbing as well.

Extremism and bigotry will never lead to solutions.

~Helena~

Unbox Therapy

A positive way to help others, via UNICEF. Check it out!

Healing Spellwork Second Day

The candle meditations that can be found on You Tube are helpful. They come with peaceful music that helps one focus on this sort of spellwork.

I got some input from a good friend regarding the spells I mentioned yesterday. She said that since my subject has three conditions requiring healing, the spell using the three candles was a good one. With the purple candle I focus on the heart condition, with the blue on healing the lung cancer, and with the white on healing the brain from the dementia. Then utilize white light and the healing jar spell to send general positive energy and obtain the best outcome for him, whether that be a miraculous healing of body and mind or release from his body. I was very grateful for this advice.

I mentioned to my friend that it had been years since I dealt with people on a spiritual level because of trauma inflicted on me in the past by cruel and narrow-minded people. I told her that I would not have extended myself this way for anybody else. This person is very special to me. When he needed my help, I could not see fit to turn him down.

I am sensing a fair bit of psychic pain on his part, things that he's holding onto. I am hoping to help him with these things, with the assistance of higher spiritual beings. He's an advanced soul but has become mired in pain and trauma.

He held metaphysical beliefs, so I am working with the goddesses Brigid and Nanna to assist him. My friend who provided advice mentioned that when she was working with her ailing mother, her mother was Catholic, so she used images from the Christian pantheon. I feel it is well to work within the subject's belief system. If the subject is an atheist, I imagine that general positive energy is apropos.

I am learning as I go. It's been a while since I did spell work and I was a bit rusty. But I am determined to help this special spirit in one way or another. If there is one thing I can do to honor him, I feel it is this: never let others take away my power again.

In love and light,

Cie

One Hour Meditation Candle With Rain Sounds

Doing a healing/helping spell for a critically ill person.

I frame this as healing or helping because he is at the point where there could be no recovery without a straight-up miracle. I love him so much and I don't want him to suffer. If there were a way that his health, including the health of his brain, could be restored, then this would be marvelous. Otherwise, I would not want that his body be kept alive, which would only prolong his suffering. I would want him to be set free.

He has heart failure, lung cancer, and a fast-moving form of dementia. 

He means the world to me.

Here are the spells I am using.

http://www.spellsandmagic.com/healing_sickness.html

http://www.free-witchcraft-spells.com/healing-spells.html

~Cie~

Michael Tsarion on Irish Side of the Moon Radio November 23 2011

Interesting theories. There is definitely a spiritual power with Ireland.

~Helena~

Jesus: A Buffer Between Humanity and a Dickish Overlord

I used to be devout, one of the believers. I was raised by a family who believed the old fire and brimstone teachings. When I was in my teens I began to question. By the time I was out of high school, I could no longer buy any of it.

I went through a period of disgruntled atheism. When I was eighteen, I was one of those acerbic atheists who felt that anyone who had faith was a perfect idiot. By the time I was twenty-five, I had mellowed on that perspective, becoming an agnostic rather than a hardline atheist. I think becoming a parent had something to do with this.

I don't think that we live in a black and white Universe. I think there are a lot of shades of gray. To me, deism has come to make sense. I believe in the possibility of a higher power or powers. I do not believe that they are egotistical enough to require human worship. I think they're pretty well uninvolved. 

At this point I see Jesus the way I see Siddhartha: a teacher who tried to guide people to treat one another better. I do not discount the possibility of reincarnation. The personality is energy. It makes a degree of sense that when energy is displaced it changes form and may find a new home.

Following my exodus from fire and brimstone Christianity, I came to see Jesus as a mediator between humanity and a dickish overlord: the God of the Christian Church. This God sees fit to send "challenges" to people to see if they can "maintain their faith" in the face of awfulness, sometimes such awfulness that no-one could come through it unscathed unless they were a completely soulless sociopath. Jesus is the one who helps people bear up under such onslaughts by their dickish, egotistical God.

I think that true Christianity has little to do with the Overlord of Dickishness. It has to do with treating one another as we would like to be treated. It has to do with extending ourselves a little to help one another so we can all live as well as possible. 

In my view, God (if you will) is not a dickish overlord. It is a distant, remote, uninvolved power. Such is the nature of deism. Jesus now becomes less of a mediator than a healer and teacher.

I like Jesus. I always have. I do not like the brand of Christianity which pervades in the modern world, which postulates judgmental attitudes and servitude to a dickish overlord. I'm done with that brand of Christianity. If Jesus were here today, I'm quite sure he'd be done with it too.

~Petra~