Tuesday, March 14, 2017

Wednesday: Not Wordless and Not Beautiful


The worst thing in this world is the person writing these words.
Whenever I try to do the right thing, it always backfires.
I can't do anything right and I'm not good at anything.
I've never been pretty, talented, smart, or even particularly nice. Still, I've always tried to make the world a better place and somehow always manage to make it worse, especially for myself.
I am a crap excuse for a human being or anything else.
The only reason I've not offed myself yet is that if I did, it would fuck someone that I care about over, so I keep living although I'd rather not. I've been done for a long time.
Fuck this shit.
I hate myself.
And I have good reason.

1 comment:

Unknown said...

Fuck this, Cie. It's well written, but it's absolutely wrong. You are one of the coolest people I know. Also one of the most beautiful people I know.
I'm not trying to say that you don't have a right to feel what you feel or express that. You totally should. I'm just giving you a counter perspective.
You are AWESOME, my friend!