I did not do this yesterday as I was extremely tired and did not wish to send tired energies to the subject. He's already fighting an uphill battle.
Today I used battery operated candles and added the component of a healing spell from the Tarot Spells book by Janina Renee, spoken three times, once for each of the three conditions which he has. I use battery operated candles so if I fall asleep while they're still "burning" and the cats knock them over, no problem. Modern technology does yield some positive innovations!
While I was sleeping I dreamed of or astrally encountered my subject. He was seated in a chair, surrounded by red candles burning. He had a determined expression on his face, and he smiled at me. This is a person who during his life held mystic/metaphysical beliefs, and I do believe that he does communicate with me. I was pleased to see him looking this way.
Sometimes when I'm doing the spells I sense remorse from him and a quality of fear, but not fear of what will happen to him should his body die. He doesn't seem to fear that. He feels badly about what his disease has done to his family, about their sadness. He has some sort of unfinished business that I can't put a finger on. And at this point, he feels that if there were a miraculous healing and he were able to go back to his body, he would be abandoning me, who is lonely and enjoys his company.
I always reassure him that his family wouldn't want him to suffer, and that I would be very happy for him if his body were able to heal and he could use it again.
I wish more people in the world cared about the effects of their actions on others the way this one cares about the effects something he didn't ask for or deliberately cause is having on his family and even on me, whom he just formed a connection with not long ago. It would be a better world.
~Cie~
