Carpe Diem Shikoku Island Pilgrimage: Kanjizai-ji Senryu

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I wonder if you

are there, and can you help me

I am too far gone

~cie~

notes

Kanjizai-Ji is situated in the town called Ainan and is devoted to Yakushi Nyorai or the Buddha of Medicine and Healing. He is still one of the most important Buddhas especially during rituals that are performed at funerals because he is also the Buddha who leads the Buddhists to Nirvana.

Healing Spell Day Seven with Seven Hour Space Meditation

I'm glad my friend Poe suggested this one--it's powerful!

I didn't do anything but general sending of love and light for several days because my energies were very drained due to circumstances at work. 

The other friend with whom I've been consulting regarding this matter says that the red candles discussed in this post indicate that my subject is doing work on the astral level and is determined to help as much as possible. Thus, at this juncture, I have changed this to strictly a healing spell. We are, in fact, shooting for a miracle.

His energy was fearful when he first approached me. His determination has increased. I want to keep supporting him, whatever he needs to do. This is my intention.

Thank you to the friends who are supporting me in this matter. I'm used to flying by the seat of my pants. I'm glad I don't have to go it completely alone with this.

Love,

Cie

Healing or Release Spell Day 6

There are some amazing images in this video that blogging teammate Thalia recommended.

I don't know how cats came to be thought of as familiars for practitioners of magick. Mine are a huge pain in the butt! They like to charge through the middle of the tarot card setup and sit in the middle of my spell book.

The friend who I am helping with this spell work told me (psychically) that he isn't afraid of his body dying. I said that I felt that he had unfinished business. He said the only unfinished business is the fact that he wasn't ready to be finished and had more that he wanted to do. 

I can't tell him what to do, certainly. I can only offer him my support. The choice is entirely his.

Also, to offer him my love. Because I have that in spades for him. I hope somehow it helps.

~Cie~

Healing or Release Spell Day 5

I did not do this yesterday as I was extremely tired and did not wish to send tired energies to the subject. He's already fighting an uphill battle.

Today I used battery operated candles and added the component of a healing spell from the Tarot Spells book by Janina Renee, spoken three times, once for each of the three conditions which he has. I use battery operated candles so if I fall asleep while they're still "burning" and the cats knock them over, no problem. Modern technology does yield some positive innovations!

While I was sleeping I dreamed of or astrally encountered my subject. He was seated in a chair, surrounded by red candles burning. He had a determined expression on his face, and he smiled at me. This is a person who during his life held mystic/metaphysical beliefs, and I do believe that he does communicate with me. I was pleased to see him looking this way. 

Sometimes when I'm doing the spells I sense remorse from him and a quality of fear, but not fear of what will happen to him should his body die. He doesn't seem to fear that. He feels badly about what his disease has done to his family, about their sadness. He has some sort of unfinished business that I can't put a finger on. And at this point, he feels that if there were a miraculous healing and he were able to go back to his body, he would be abandoning me, who is lonely and enjoys his company.

I always reassure him that his family wouldn't want him to suffer, and that I would be very happy for him if his body were able to heal and he could use it again. 

I wish more people in the world cared about the effects of their actions on others the way this one cares about the effects something he didn't ask for or deliberately cause is having on his family and even on me, whom he just formed a connection with not long ago. It would be a better world.

~Cie~

Healing or Release Spell Day 3 and 4

I used this meditation today. Ocean sounds are always very soothing and helpful.

Yesterday I was still receiving feelings of fear/resistance from the soul who asked for my help in this matter. Today he seemed much more at peace and indicated that he wanted to help with the spellwork. 

There is a disconnect although not a complete one between this spirit and his body, due to the fact that the physical brain is so badly compromised. If there is a miraculous healing of the physical brain, he will be able to use the body again and thus the disconnect will be resolved.

I have worked with incarnate people on the astral level before, but this person operates as something between an astral projection and a discarnate spirit. It is a very unique situation. 

I sense angelic energies from him. He was a more advanced being than he was aware of. I feel honored to work with such a person, although I wish it could be under happier circumstances. I hope to be able to help him create such circumstances.

On a soul level, he needs to heal from the traumas/illusions that caused his depressive and addictive tendencies. There is a level of self-doubt and self-hate that needs resolution. 

He is actually quite easy to work with. He is pleasant and polite in manner, but beyond this, there is a desire to please those who extend their kindness to him in a genuine fashion, and also a desire to do those things which are good and right. There is a desire to return kind gestures. There is also a realness and an honesty which is a rare commodity.

I can only hope I am able to do some good in this situation.

Everything I do in this matter I do from a place of love and light.

Peace to all who read this.

~Cie~

Healing Spellwork Second Day

The candle meditations that can be found on You Tube are helpful. They come with peaceful music that helps one focus on this sort of spellwork.

I got some input from a good friend regarding the spells I mentioned yesterday. She said that since my subject has three conditions requiring healing, the spell using the three candles was a good one. With the purple candle I focus on the heart condition, with the blue on healing the lung cancer, and with the white on healing the brain from the dementia. Then utilize white light and the healing jar spell to send general positive energy and obtain the best outcome for him, whether that be a miraculous healing of body and mind or release from his body. I was very grateful for this advice.

I mentioned to my friend that it had been years since I dealt with people on a spiritual level because of trauma inflicted on me in the past by cruel and narrow-minded people. I told her that I would not have extended myself this way for anybody else. This person is very special to me. When he needed my help, I could not see fit to turn him down.

I am sensing a fair bit of psychic pain on his part, things that he's holding onto. I am hoping to help him with these things, with the assistance of higher spiritual beings. He's an advanced soul but has become mired in pain and trauma.

He held metaphysical beliefs, so I am working with the goddesses Brigid and Nanna to assist him. My friend who provided advice mentioned that when she was working with her ailing mother, her mother was Catholic, so she used images from the Christian pantheon. I feel it is well to work within the subject's belief system. If the subject is an atheist, I imagine that general positive energy is apropos.

I am learning as I go. It's been a while since I did spell work and I was a bit rusty. But I am determined to help this special spirit in one way or another. If there is one thing I can do to honor him, I feel it is this: never let others take away my power again.

In love and light,

Cie

One Hour Meditation Candle With Rain Sounds

Doing a healing/helping spell for a critically ill person.

I frame this as healing or helping because he is at the point where there could be no recovery without a straight-up miracle. I love him so much and I don't want him to suffer. If there were a way that his health, including the health of his brain, could be restored, then this would be marvelous. Otherwise, I would not want that his body be kept alive, which would only prolong his suffering. I would want him to be set free.

He has heart failure, lung cancer, and a fast-moving form of dementia. 

He means the world to me.

Here are the spells I am using.

http://www.spellsandmagic.com/healing_sickness.html

http://www.free-witchcraft-spells.com/healing-spells.html

~Cie~