Healing and Release Spellwork April 24 2015

Music suggested by Teammate Opal

I would like to do these spells at least once a week. However, it is often much longer. There is a threefold factor: work, family, and the fact that I don't believe in my abilities.

My son's friend has fairly well distanced himself from everybody, so it's difficult to know how he's faring. It's hard for me to continue with spell work without progress reports. I'm somewhat going on blind faith. I really want him to heal, but I suppose I have to be prepared to accept the possibility that perhaps he doesn't want to. He's only 18, but he's had a very hard life.

My special friend is not doing well, physically. His mind continues to deteriorate, yet his body remains alive. He wants to be released at this point, but something keeps him holding on. I think I have some idea what it is, but he's asked me to keep it confidential. 

Here are our element cards for the day:

Heaven: The Key from the Stargate deck. This represents self discovery and realization.

Air: From the Healing with the Fairies deck.

Sexuality. My son's friend is transgender female to male. He has a history of sexual abuse. Sexuality is a thorny issue for him.

Water: From the Magical Mermaids and Dolphins deck

Break Free

Both of the people I'm working to help have certain issues that they need to break free from.

Earth: Dog from the Medicine cards deck

Meaning: Be loyal to yourself and true to others. 

Fire: From the archangel oracle deck:

Indigo and Crystal children

My son's friend has an advanced and sensitive spirit which has been broken by others. Healing of his soul as well as his body is essential.

May we all be blessed and receive the guidance we need. I feel that we are all lost in some way.

~Cie~

Healing Spells: Simplifying the Process

I was previously using multiple healing spells for my son's friend who has bone cancer, and for my special friend who has multiple physical problems and is somehow, amazingly, still alive. This is not entirely a blessing by any means, as one of his problems is severe dementia.

I am now only using the healing spell from the Tarot Spells book by Janina Renee, one repetition each for my son's friend and for my friend.

I am now using the Doreen Virtue angel tarot cards. I thought that the Knight of Water was a fine significator for my son's friend (a young trans man) and I chose The Dreamer, as represented by the Archangel Metatron, for my friend. I thought the image looked a bit like him and the description fit his personality.

I still chose cards for each of the elements. I received Sensitivity from the Archangel Oracle in the position of the Heavens, St. Anthony of Padua in the Air position, Azure from the Healing with the Angels deck in the Water position, Forgiveness from The Answer Deck in the Fire position, and the Elk from the Medicine cards deck in the Earth position.

The Haniel card indicates a high sensitivity to energies and emotions at this time. The thoughts I have received from my special friend have been coming in stronger over the past couple of days. I've been grateful to be able to communicate in this way with him.

St. Anthony's message is "you found it!" This has great significance to me.

Azure's message is "your desired outcome will occur in the very near future. Have patience and faith, and don't try to force it to happen."

Patience has never been my strong suit, but I'll try.

The message of the Elk is that patience brings results. So, there's that patience message again.

The card of Forgiveness is in the position of Fire. This could have multiple indications. The thought that comes to me is that we have to forgive even those who abused us terribly, not because what they did was okay but because continuing to hold onto hate destroys us from within. We also have to forgive ourselves for past indiscretions and mistakes and try to learn from them. For my part, perhaps I need to "forgive" myself for my hypersensitivity.

It is nearly time to go to work again, so I'll need to wrap things up. I hope that by simplifying matters I'll be more likely to send out healing energies to those who so desperately need them on a more regular basis. I think that regular small spells are at least as effective if not more so than grand, elaborate ones.

Love and Light,

Cie



Spellwork for March 5 2015

Music selected by Helena. Thank you, Helena!

As well as the card layout for the Healing spell from the Tarot Spells book by Janina Renee, these cards were chosen to represent the elements of the Pentacle.

 

Heaven: St. Anthony of Padua (from the Saints and Angels deck.)

Air: Financial Flow from the Healing with the Fairies deck

Water: Self-forgiveness from the Magical Mermaids and Dolphins deck

Earth: Rabbit from the Medicine Cards for Today deck (release fears)

Fire: Trust and Faith from the Past Lives deck

 

It has been a while since I was able to do a spell. I experienced a period of fairly severe depression and did not wish to add those energies to the mix. I was also very busy, the kind of busy that curtails creative and mystical energies. So, there you have it.

 

My special friend's particular needs are changeable at this point. A recent brain scan reveals that his physical brain has shrunk to approximately 2/3 the size that it was when he was first diagnosed with the disease process causing his dementia, and there is a large hole in the memory area. It is highly unlikely (at least according to known physical laws) that his body can regenerate this brain tissue.

 

However, he seems to thrive on the healing spell, regardless of whether or not it can help him physically. I always feel his energies growing warm and strong when I do this spell on his behalf, and he always thanks me with a warm hug that I can physically feel.

 

The cards reveal that I'm doing the right thing. St. Anthony's message is "You've found it!" I feel that I have, when I'm not filling the garden of my psyche with the weeds of doubt. So I'm going to keep doing it.

 

The self-forgiveness card is not only for me but for my friend. He has some powerful issues to work out in order to forgive himself so he can let go of the self-punishment that binds him to a very sick body. Then the body will either miraculously heal, or it will release its hold so his spirit can be free.

 

He is a very sweet person who made some mistakes that he continues to punish himself for. I have promised him that I will do my best to help him work through these. At one point he begged me to do a spell to release his spirit from his body. I told him that I couldn't do that in good conscience. He then apologized for asking me to do such a thing.

 

Bad things do happen to good people. I don't claim to understand why. The Buddhist view of the material plane being a plane of suffering is the one that makes most sense to me. Doing right will not exempt us from suffering, but it will help our souls and the souls of others to evolve.

 

Love and Light to all who view this Site,

Cie

Healing Spell Reboot

Music suggested by blogging teammate Illsa. Thank you, Illsa!

I am now doing a dual healing spell; one for my son's friend who has bone cancer, and one for the special friend whom I was helping on the astral level.

Last time, my friend had decided that there was no helping him as his case was too severe and stated that he instead wanted to utilize his energies to assist my son's friend.

It turns out that the healing energy has been helpful to him regardless of whether it heals his body. It is helping him on a spiritual level. We have also learned that on a subconscious level, he has some real issues with feeling that he doesn't deserve good things.

I am now doing one healing spell for each of them.

I tend to have a problem with needing to know the outcome before I start. I have to fight against that tendency. This spell will be helpful in some way, that much I know.

 

Love and light,

Cie

Healing Spell Day 1

This music was suggested by my friend Dolly. Thank you, Dolly! It's perfect.

My special friend suggested that we choose oracle cards from my Doreen Virtue oracle cards decks for the four elements. We received Guinevere from the Goddess Guidance deck for Earth, a mermaid with the message Set Your Sights Higher from the Magical Mermaids and Dolphins deck, Miracle Healing for the air element from the Healing With the Fairies deck, and Emerging for the fire element from the Healing with Angels deck.

While I am still saddened that there will be no miraculous recovery for him (he does deserve it), he says that at this point his role is to work from the spirit realm, and he is okay with that. His role always was to be a guide for others, even if he didn't always realize it.

I had a really good feeling about this healing. I was able to perceive the presence of elemental spirits, and their energy was very bright and positive. I feel a bit more at ease and like there is less of a struggle. I can breathe easier when doing this spell.

The thought comes to me that although bone cancer is certainly a very serious condition, it is easier working with the energies of a young person with greater recuperative powers (despite the fact that he has a severe form of Ehlers-Danlos syndrome, a disabling genetic condition). Working with the energies of a critically ill older person (my special friend is in his early sixties) was significantly harder.

Typical of him:

"The spirit was willing, but the flesh is fucked."

The Heavens had better never expect conformity from, as Dolly called him, this gritty Bodhisattva.

Blessings and light to all who read this.

Merry meet and merry part and merry meet again.

Love and light,

Cie

and friends

Healing Spell Day 10

Got this recommendation from my friend Seth. He and his wife Sadie are also "of a mind" and are doing healing spells to help in this matter as well, so thank you Seth and Sadie.

Most of what can be reported at this point comes from the astral level. I am empathic by nature and I started feeling my friend's emotional pain. It was distinctly different from my own pain, which I feel when I think of what he is going through. This was his. I didn't want to internalize it because then I can't help him. 

I talked to him about what he's feeling. During the spell work he realized that he has never thought he deserved anything good. He strived hard to overcome poverty in his early life, but internalized the message that he was somehow "lesser" even while combating said message. He's always come out swinging, either figuratively or literally, when attacked or threatened, on behalf of others as well as himself. 

His thoughts:

"I guess I was what you could call tough, and I was strong in that I stood my ground. But a lot of the time I felt like I was putting on an act, and if I dropped the act people would see how worthless I really was."

Messages like this are hard to overcome.

I wish I had the energy to put into doing this work every day, but I generally don't. It isn't that the work makes me feel drained. It doesn't. But I don't feel like I can maintain proper intensity if I do it every day. The work deserves the best I have to give, and so does the person I'm doing it for.

Did I mention, cats are actually terrible familiars? One of my cats has been nicknamed "destructor" for his tendency to jump into the middle of card layouts.

Love and Light,

Cie

Healing Spell Day 8 with music from Adrian Von Ziegler

The beautiful compositions of Adrian Von Ziegler lend themselves well to both meditation and background for creative work. Please go check out this underrated artist.

Channeled thought from the spirit whom I have been helping:

Don't be afraid of the dark. Don't be afraid of the word dark. People associate dark with evil. This is erroneous. The dark can be soft and benevolent. We need the dark as much as we need the light.

In my life, I was often associated with the dark, as in dark equaling evil. I have been angry inside, mostly over perceived hurts or actual hurts. I have a depressive personality. I am curious about what might be termed the Occult. I have what might be termed psychic abilities to a degree. I believe in what might be labeled mysticism or metaphysics. I am not evil by nature, but perhaps I am dark by nature.

Our work together is always good. I encouraged him to know it's okay to hope for a miracle. He deserves it. I also encouraged him to know that it's okay to believe he deserves it. He's a very modest personality and isn't given to thinking that he particularly deserves things. 

We also started using the Doreen Virtue Angel Guidance deck to give us the name of an angel who is helping with the spell on a given day. Today it was Isaiah. We thank him for his assistance.

I also learned that Valium disrupts my ability to communicate with spirits. I had to have a rather involved (translate: horrible) dental procedure on Tuesday. I took 20 mg of Valium, which only made me feel like I'd had one drink. 5 mg usually knocks me on my ass. I guess that's how keyed up I was about the procedure.

I had felt the presence of my spectral friend there to support me, until the Valium kicked in. Then I couldn't sense him any more. This made me even more distressed.

All I can say is, thank all that's holy for nitrous oxide, or I never would have gotten through it.

It took a day for the Valium to start wearing off enough that I could sense spectral presences again.

Just a little information for those who communicate with spirits. Certain meds can interfere with your abilities.

We wish all who are reading this peace.

In love and light,

Cie

Healing Spell Day Seven with Seven Hour Space Meditation

I'm glad my friend Poe suggested this one--it's powerful!

I didn't do anything but general sending of love and light for several days because my energies were very drained due to circumstances at work. 

The other friend with whom I've been consulting regarding this matter says that the red candles discussed in this post indicate that my subject is doing work on the astral level and is determined to help as much as possible. Thus, at this juncture, I have changed this to strictly a healing spell. We are, in fact, shooting for a miracle.

His energy was fearful when he first approached me. His determination has increased. I want to keep supporting him, whatever he needs to do. This is my intention.

Thank you to the friends who are supporting me in this matter. I'm used to flying by the seat of my pants. I'm glad I don't have to go it completely alone with this.

Love,

Cie

Healing or Release Spell Day 5

I did not do this yesterday as I was extremely tired and did not wish to send tired energies to the subject. He's already fighting an uphill battle.

Today I used battery operated candles and added the component of a healing spell from the Tarot Spells book by Janina Renee, spoken three times, once for each of the three conditions which he has. I use battery operated candles so if I fall asleep while they're still "burning" and the cats knock them over, no problem. Modern technology does yield some positive innovations!

While I was sleeping I dreamed of or astrally encountered my subject. He was seated in a chair, surrounded by red candles burning. He had a determined expression on his face, and he smiled at me. This is a person who during his life held mystic/metaphysical beliefs, and I do believe that he does communicate with me. I was pleased to see him looking this way. 

Sometimes when I'm doing the spells I sense remorse from him and a quality of fear, but not fear of what will happen to him should his body die. He doesn't seem to fear that. He feels badly about what his disease has done to his family, about their sadness. He has some sort of unfinished business that I can't put a finger on. And at this point, he feels that if there were a miraculous healing and he were able to go back to his body, he would be abandoning me, who is lonely and enjoys his company.

I always reassure him that his family wouldn't want him to suffer, and that I would be very happy for him if his body were able to heal and he could use it again. 

I wish more people in the world cared about the effects of their actions on others the way this one cares about the effects something he didn't ask for or deliberately cause is having on his family and even on me, whom he just formed a connection with not long ago. It would be a better world.

~Cie~

Healing Spellwork Second Day

The candle meditations that can be found on You Tube are helpful. They come with peaceful music that helps one focus on this sort of spellwork.

I got some input from a good friend regarding the spells I mentioned yesterday. She said that since my subject has three conditions requiring healing, the spell using the three candles was a good one. With the purple candle I focus on the heart condition, with the blue on healing the lung cancer, and with the white on healing the brain from the dementia. Then utilize white light and the healing jar spell to send general positive energy and obtain the best outcome for him, whether that be a miraculous healing of body and mind or release from his body. I was very grateful for this advice.

I mentioned to my friend that it had been years since I dealt with people on a spiritual level because of trauma inflicted on me in the past by cruel and narrow-minded people. I told her that I would not have extended myself this way for anybody else. This person is very special to me. When he needed my help, I could not see fit to turn him down.

I am sensing a fair bit of psychic pain on his part, things that he's holding onto. I am hoping to help him with these things, with the assistance of higher spiritual beings. He's an advanced soul but has become mired in pain and trauma.

He held metaphysical beliefs, so I am working with the goddesses Brigid and Nanna to assist him. My friend who provided advice mentioned that when she was working with her ailing mother, her mother was Catholic, so she used images from the Christian pantheon. I feel it is well to work within the subject's belief system. If the subject is an atheist, I imagine that general positive energy is apropos.

I am learning as I go. It's been a while since I did spell work and I was a bit rusty. But I am determined to help this special spirit in one way or another. If there is one thing I can do to honor him, I feel it is this: never let others take away my power again.

In love and light,

Cie