What I Just Saw

It wasn't wings like this. They were more like butterfly wings, but made of pure light, and I could see through them. They were small, not human sized. The reason I share this graphic is because the motion is similar to the motions made by these wings. It was not a fairy, at least I did not perceive it as being so. 

I did a search for "light wings" and "light butterfly" after the fact. That is how I found this image.

It did three little swoops and then disappeared.

I am wondering if it might have been my little friend Lafayette, showing me that he is still with me, looking after me as he always did.

The presence was utterly benevolent. It was not a human spirit, nor, as I said, do I believe it was a being such as a fairy. 

I don't have much to say as I don't want to overanalyze it. I felt that it was a benevolent presence. I am happy for its visit.

~Cie~

Remembering Lafayette

I've been working on creating a tattoo in memory of my dear and special feline friend. It will go on my left shoulder. The artwork is by Kami Diox. You can check her out at kamidiox.tumblr.com or kamidiox.deviantart.com

Although I miss Lafayette very much and I wish I could feel his presence the way I feel Gem's (I.e. hugs and warmth) I've been dealing with things. I sensed Lafayette "saying" to me:

"Don't be sad, Mommy. I was happy living here with you. I had a happy life. I'm okay now. I still love you."

Now, I know a cat probably wouldn't use those exact words, but that's how his emotions translated to me. The thing about it is, I receive emotions. My brain translates them into sentences I can understand.

I told Lafayette that I love him very much too and always will, and I will be happy when we're able to meet again. I miss having him come sit up on my shoulder when I lie down. I miss him kneading me. Heck, I even miss the fact that he always stuck his butt right in my face when he sat down on me. Why that cat couldn't be face to face with me, I'll never know. But no, it was always "whoop, here's my butt!"

I like my new job, and Gem and I are doing a lot of writing together on "Fetch."

I haven't been able to continue with my Supernatural rewatch yet. Lafayette always used to sit with me when I was watching and making notes and such. I think I'll be able to start again soon. He'd want me to.

For anyone who think that sounds stupid, well, I guess you think that sounds stupid. However, I sense that he really would want me to do this.

I believe that's all for right now.

 

~Cie~