I would like to do these spells at least once a week. However, it is often much longer. There is a threefold factor: work, family, and the fact that I don't believe in my abilities.
My son's friend has fairly well distanced himself from everybody, so it's difficult to know how he's faring. It's hard for me to continue with spell work without progress reports. I'm somewhat going on blind faith. I really want him to heal, but I suppose I have to be prepared to accept the possibility that perhaps he doesn't want to. He's only 18, but he's had a very hard life.
My special friend is not doing well, physically. His mind continues to deteriorate, yet his body remains alive. He wants to be released at this point, but something keeps him holding on. I think I have some idea what it is, but he's asked me to keep it confidential.
Here are our element cards for the day:
Heaven: The Key from the Stargate deck. This represents self discovery and realization.
Air: From the Healing with the Fairies deck.
Sexuality. My son's friend is transgender female to male. He has a history of sexual abuse. Sexuality is a thorny issue for him.
Water: From the Magical Mermaids and Dolphins deck
Break Free
Both of the people I'm working to help have certain issues that they need to break free from.
Earth: Dog from the Medicine cards deck
Meaning: Be loyal to yourself and true to others.
Fire: From the archangel oracle deck:
Indigo and Crystal children
My son's friend has an advanced and sensitive spirit which has been broken by others. Healing of his soul as well as his body is essential.
May we all be blessed and receive the guidance we need. I feel that we are all lost in some way.
~Cie~