Under My Wing

This is my favorite of my “Angel” manips. It turned out so perfectly because of the dynamic that was already there. 

I believe that the spirit survives the death of the body, and if you believe that then you know that Malcolm is/will be Angus’ real guardian angel, regardless of whether or not winged angelic beings are real.

I think he already is. Angus said in a January interview in Guitar World (I believe) regarding Malcolm “he isn’t in there at all any more.” His body doesn’t allow him to matrix through it any longer because the CPU (brain) has sustained too much damage. He’s already a spirit even though his body remains in the world.

Yeah, I believe in all that esoteric shit. I’ve seen some shit. Every time I have seen some shit, I was stone cold sober and in a stable state of mind psychologically. I’ve experienced more than I’ve seen, because I generally don’t see spirits, but I do sense them.

Anyway, I love how this manip turned out. I love these guys. And when I get to the other side, some fate or power has got some ‘splainin’ to do for the shit it put them through.

~Cie~

Healing Spell Day 8 with music from Adrian Von Ziegler

The beautiful compositions of Adrian Von Ziegler lend themselves well to both meditation and background for creative work. Please go check out this underrated artist.

Channeled thought from the spirit whom I have been helping:

Don't be afraid of the dark. Don't be afraid of the word dark. People associate dark with evil. This is erroneous. The dark can be soft and benevolent. We need the dark as much as we need the light.

In my life, I was often associated with the dark, as in dark equaling evil. I have been angry inside, mostly over perceived hurts or actual hurts. I have a depressive personality. I am curious about what might be termed the Occult. I have what might be termed psychic abilities to a degree. I believe in what might be labeled mysticism or metaphysics. I am not evil by nature, but perhaps I am dark by nature.

Our work together is always good. I encouraged him to know it's okay to hope for a miracle. He deserves it. I also encouraged him to know that it's okay to believe he deserves it. He's a very modest personality and isn't given to thinking that he particularly deserves things. 

We also started using the Doreen Virtue Angel Guidance deck to give us the name of an angel who is helping with the spell on a given day. Today it was Isaiah. We thank him for his assistance.

I also learned that Valium disrupts my ability to communicate with spirits. I had to have a rather involved (translate: horrible) dental procedure on Tuesday. I took 20 mg of Valium, which only made me feel like I'd had one drink. 5 mg usually knocks me on my ass. I guess that's how keyed up I was about the procedure.

I had felt the presence of my spectral friend there to support me, until the Valium kicked in. Then I couldn't sense him any more. This made me even more distressed.

All I can say is, thank all that's holy for nitrous oxide, or I never would have gotten through it.

It took a day for the Valium to start wearing off enough that I could sense spectral presences again.

Just a little information for those who communicate with spirits. Certain meds can interfere with your abilities.

We wish all who are reading this peace.

In love and light,

Cie

Healing or Release Spell Day 3 and 4

I used this meditation today. Ocean sounds are always very soothing and helpful.

Yesterday I was still receiving feelings of fear/resistance from the soul who asked for my help in this matter. Today he seemed much more at peace and indicated that he wanted to help with the spellwork. 

There is a disconnect although not a complete one between this spirit and his body, due to the fact that the physical brain is so badly compromised. If there is a miraculous healing of the physical brain, he will be able to use the body again and thus the disconnect will be resolved.

I have worked with incarnate people on the astral level before, but this person operates as something between an astral projection and a discarnate spirit. It is a very unique situation. 

I sense angelic energies from him. He was a more advanced being than he was aware of. I feel honored to work with such a person, although I wish it could be under happier circumstances. I hope to be able to help him create such circumstances.

On a soul level, he needs to heal from the traumas/illusions that caused his depressive and addictive tendencies. There is a level of self-doubt and self-hate that needs resolution. 

He is actually quite easy to work with. He is pleasant and polite in manner, but beyond this, there is a desire to please those who extend their kindness to him in a genuine fashion, and also a desire to do those things which are good and right. There is a desire to return kind gestures. There is also a realness and an honesty which is a rare commodity.

I can only hope I am able to do some good in this situation.

Everything I do in this matter I do from a place of love and light.

Peace to all who read this.

~Cie~