Soul Calls

At The Beginning of the End: Version 6
Photoshop manipulation by The Real Cie

This is my final post on the Cie Loves Mal tumblr. 

I am no longer using this blog for its original purpose. I feel far too vulnerable doing so. I feel like I have revealed things that are much too personal. 

I was intending to delete the blog, however, I am leaving it here with one final post. I am creating a new blog for my artwork, stories, and personal thoughts. If you want the URL, say so in the comments. I don’t read messages.

I remember one time a blogger wondered why she had such strong emotions for James Hetfield, a person whom she has never met. Sure, she loves his music, but this emotion went far beyond the rational. As someone who has had a lot of experience with the metaphysical, I did not believe what she was feeling to be irrational, but at the time I couldn’t explain this phenomenon. I now can, and I hope to be able to save other people a lot of grief by doing so.

The information I discovered is in this post. Please read it. It will save you a lot of heartache. I wish I had known about this phenomenon when I was much younger. It would have saved me many years of pain.

The phenomenon I refer to is known as a Soul Call.

People with empathic abilities are particularly susceptible to soul calls.

The soul call explains why some people always have a tendency to find stray animals. It also explains why some people have a tendency to find wounded people whom they try to save, only to end up with a broken heart.

The soul call also explains why an otherwise rational person could feel as if she is falling in love with (for instance) James Hetfield, whom she has never met. It has nothing to do with lust or wanting to bang a rock musician for the thrill. She might not even necessarily want to have sex with him. She does, however, find herself wanting to be close to him. The desire to do so becomes all consuming.

This happens because James (or whomever) is feeling troubled about something. He may not even be consciously aware that he is particularly troubled, but his psyche is reaching out, saying “does someone have an answer for me?”

I am hoping that understanding the nature of soul calls can help quell the miserable feeling of unrequited love that all empaths feel at one time or another for a person whom they cannot possibly get close to, and whom it might not even be a good idea to get close to.

For my own part, I would have been saved 26 years of misery wherein I felt a strong pull towards someone who turned out to have both substance and sex addiction problems. This person haunted my dreams, literally. My need to find and get close to him destroyed my marriage. Fortunately, what I wanted never transpired. In fact, during my final astral encounter with him, I ended up telling him to stay away from me or I would hit him in the face with a shovel.

For the record, the person in question is not Malcolm Young.

Regarding Malcolm Young, his soul is screaming and has been for many years. I do not mean to imply that he is in a literal hell, for this is not the case. I only mean to impart that he is extremely troubled by his situation because he is sorry for hurting those who care about him and he can’t do anything about it.

I believe that what Angus said about Malcolm not being in his body at all any more is true. He is, for all intents and purposes, in spirit. The fact that his body remains in the material world is disconcerting and distressing to him.

Certainly there will be empaths who will hear this call and feel as if they are falling in love with such a spirit. However, romantic love is not what he needs or wants. Blessings, prayers, and peaceful vibrations are helpful to spirits in a situation such as Malcolm’s. Regarding Malcolm in particular, I think he would greatly welcome such assistance. 

In closing, yes, dear empathic souls, the love in your heart for the one whose soul call you are receiving is real. On closer examination, you are likely to find that it is not, in fact, romantic love. Look deeper. Ask how you can help. If you cannot sense anything concrete, simply send white light or say blessings or a prayer on behalf of the one making the soul call. Believe that it will help. It will.

I know now that I have received many soul calls over the years. I have been severely damaged by feelings of unrequited love and of loss, and it will take time for me to heal. I hope that I can save some of you the grief I have known. That is why I leave this here for you.

Peace, 

Cie

Under My Wing

This is my favorite of my “Angel” manips. It turned out so perfectly because of the dynamic that was already there. 

I believe that the spirit survives the death of the body, and if you believe that then you know that Malcolm is/will be Angus’ real guardian angel, regardless of whether or not winged angelic beings are real.

I think he already is. Angus said in a January interview in Guitar World (I believe) regarding Malcolm “he isn’t in there at all any more.” His body doesn’t allow him to matrix through it any longer because the CPU (brain) has sustained too much damage. He’s already a spirit even though his body remains in the world.

Yeah, I believe in all that esoteric shit. I’ve seen some shit. Every time I have seen some shit, I was stone cold sober and in a stable state of mind psychologically. I’ve experienced more than I’ve seen, because I generally don’t see spirits, but I do sense them.

Anyway, I love how this manip turned out. I love these guys. And when I get to the other side, some fate or power has got some ‘splainin’ to do for the shit it put them through.

~Cie~

Healing or Release Spell Day 6

There are some amazing images in this video that blogging teammate Thalia recommended.

I don't know how cats came to be thought of as familiars for practitioners of magick. Mine are a huge pain in the butt! They like to charge through the middle of the tarot card setup and sit in the middle of my spell book.

The friend who I am helping with this spell work told me (psychically) that he isn't afraid of his body dying. I said that I felt that he had unfinished business. He said the only unfinished business is the fact that he wasn't ready to be finished and had more that he wanted to do. 

I can't tell him what to do, certainly. I can only offer him my support. The choice is entirely his.

Also, to offer him my love. Because I have that in spades for him. I hope somehow it helps.

~Cie~

Healing or Release Spell Day 3 and 4

I used this meditation today. Ocean sounds are always very soothing and helpful.

Yesterday I was still receiving feelings of fear/resistance from the soul who asked for my help in this matter. Today he seemed much more at peace and indicated that he wanted to help with the spellwork. 

There is a disconnect although not a complete one between this spirit and his body, due to the fact that the physical brain is so badly compromised. If there is a miraculous healing of the physical brain, he will be able to use the body again and thus the disconnect will be resolved.

I have worked with incarnate people on the astral level before, but this person operates as something between an astral projection and a discarnate spirit. It is a very unique situation. 

I sense angelic energies from him. He was a more advanced being than he was aware of. I feel honored to work with such a person, although I wish it could be under happier circumstances. I hope to be able to help him create such circumstances.

On a soul level, he needs to heal from the traumas/illusions that caused his depressive and addictive tendencies. There is a level of self-doubt and self-hate that needs resolution. 

He is actually quite easy to work with. He is pleasant and polite in manner, but beyond this, there is a desire to please those who extend their kindness to him in a genuine fashion, and also a desire to do those things which are good and right. There is a desire to return kind gestures. There is also a realness and an honesty which is a rare commodity.

I can only hope I am able to do some good in this situation.

Everything I do in this matter I do from a place of love and light.

Peace to all who read this.

~Cie~